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Comment by Diamond on July 23, 2019 at 3:21pm

Hi Elyse, you are doing what you can to heal your pain. Sometimes, we have to write what is in our heart in order to heel. The many beautiful memories will forever be in your heart....to replay when you want. Time will never allow you to forget your brother but your love for him will remain deep in your heart to cherish and to move forward with love knowing he will never leave your memories.

Comment by elyse on June 16, 2019 at 1:35am

Happy Father's day in Heaven L.You should be here. Wishing you were here. Just passed your 5th yr anniversary in May and your Birthday in June. You should be here. I ask G-D to deliver you messages all the time, I hope you're getting them.My mind keeps going back... back to the last day I saw you (two days before), back to the day I texted you ( the same day), back to day when I argued with you ( two/three weeks before), back to the days when we had grownup fun, back to childhood and the fun we had then.You should be here. People say Time heals, no , it's just longer you're not here in my life. I'm sad. People say your brother wouldn't want you to be sad,how can I not be. You're not here. Sometimes I pass a bridge and I want to jump,haven't told anyone but now. You can have all the amenities in life, but when you don't have the most important , it's not joyful as it once was.Once upon a time....I'm truly Sorry L for anytime I argued with you.And why I mention this again ,is because it's on my mind and it's haunting me. I LOVE YOU BROTHER and I will MISS YOU FOR ETERNITY.... your sister

Comment by elyse on September 19, 2018 at 11:33pm

I'm missing you brother,I can't believe you're really gone.It's hard to comprehend you're not here.That life was to lead in this direction and what kind of life is it now,that you're not here to be living it? I'm missing you brother.I love you brother.

Comment by elyse on September 19, 2018 at 8:55pm

I am searching for something L,I don't know what.I guess answers that may never be answered,constantly questioning in my mind .My heart is broken.This grief will last my lifetime,What do I do with the grief I have? What do I do with the pain I have?

Comment by elyse on June 13, 2018 at 4:18pm

L,it's your birthday today June 13.Another year and your not here with us.We'd be going to your favorite restaurant and having cake later,we'll still be doing it,but of course without you.I went to the lake and cemetery,stayed longer at the lake,talk to you and talk to G-D.Keep asking questions but not getting any answers,don't think I will.I guess at some point I'll have to accept there won't be answers.Is daddy with you? Are you taking care of each other? Dad is probably wondering why you're there so early in life.Ok,my dear brother I want to wish you a happy birthday in heaven and when I blow out your candle,you'll know what my wish would be.

Comment by elyse on May 10, 2018 at 11:08pm

L,I'm missing you brother and forever will be.The family they don't understand my grief,I can't share with them.The months pass,the years pass and they think the grief passes too? No,the grief and anguish that comes from within will stay my lifetime.I am hurting L.Your anniversary will be coming up May 28,will be 4 years you've been gone.It feels like yesterday,it's like I can't accept that you're really gone.I keep replaying in my mind when I saw you last,two days before.I wish I could've hugged you and kissed you and told you how much I love you.I know you knew I loved you though we didn't say it much and you loved me.I love you my brother and I will miss you for eternity.