I lost my partner, soul-mate, wife, my heart, on October 17, 2009.  We were together for 29 years(almost 30); 15 of those years were filled with breast cancer.  I am still lost and have so many days that I feel I cannot go on without her.  We had very little friends when we moved and no support.  I am still in counseling and continue to go, but as far as other support, I have none--No family and…