Hello everyone, I lost my husband of 28 years of marriage and together 32 so I am so very lost. he is the only man I ever dated and was 15 when I met him we have been together since. He was the proudest, kindest man you have ever met, he would give you the shirt off of his back and ask noting in return, When he was in the hospital deteriorating he asked me to take the pastor out to dinner..…