I lost my 24 year old son on April 2, 2013 He killed himself over his girlfriend. I feel so guilty, I new how awful she treated him. The month before he took his life I almost had him free of her. I was helping him move out, but she told him she would kill herself if he left. He said Momma if I leave and she does something to herself, I won't be able to live with myself. so he stayed.... One mont…