My heart just hurts so much, I cant escape the pain. It has been 10 months since my younger brother died, since he left 6 young children without a father. We communicated EVERY day, he was living with me. He died the day after his 34th birthday. I miss him, the longer it goes without hearing from him is just a cruel reality. I cant grasp that this is it, no more hearing from him, seeing him, or a…