My son died two years ago, he was 23, the day before his birthday. I know now some of the reasons why Ryan felt he was trapped. Unfortunately I did not know how depressed he was and he felt he had no way out but to take his life. If you had it to do again in that split second would he take it back, I believe he would have. Did he think of his kids, his mother, sister, brothers-No. He only thought…