I am having a really hard time dealing with my spouse of 34 years. I was 25 when we got married and knew it was right from the first time we meet. I lost him 3 weeks ago and don't know where to turn for support. I have recording of his voice I listen to over and over, but it just makes me safer knowing I will not see that man that matches that voice again. I don't know what to do, I'm so lost, it…