I just wanted to say how sorry I was to read your little sister fell asleep in death, I have lost one sister and losing a loved one is never easy; I must commend you canceling leaving home for college in order to help out. Losing a little sister in death is never easy to get over your heart will ache with sadness, but you have to go on; As you go through this period of sorrow remember; The Bible assures us God "is healing the broken hearted ones, and is binding up their painful spot." Psalm 147:3 I’m sorry you feel hunted by your sisters last breath however I’m gad you were with her when she fell asleep in death you are truly a gem. When my mom passed I was with her as she took her last breath I had heard so many hunting stories about death, but when she fell asleep in death I seen such peace on her face she was not suffering anymore and then I realized what the bible said is true;” The living are conscious that they will die; but as for the dead, they are conscious of nothing at all.” (Ecclesiastes 9:5) So it was a blessing that I was there with her. I pray a day comes when you’re no longer haunted and you find comfort in your sister’s memories that are yours to cherish.