My name is Andrea, my brother Jason passed away on July 22, 2009... He was more than a brother, he was my best friend. I miss him more and more everyday. It seems like eachday gets harder instead of easier? Jason was my only sibling, and I feel as though no one in my family understands quite what I'm going through? I know their hearts are hurting just as bad, but I feel that it's not quite the same kind of hurt :( I've never had to deal with death before, especially the death of someone so close to me... if anyone has any suggestions on how to get through this please let me know... I feel lost and I'm not sure how to get back to the person I used to be???