Hello Annette, I am so sorry for your recent loss. I read your page about the loss of your son. I too lost my son the same way, in his sleep. We later found out it was an Accidential OD of his pain/depression pills and beer. What a horrible loss. He was married with 3 teenage girls, going through a terrible, messy divorce, so it was a very bad time in his life. We all miss him everyday.
If you click on his picture you can go to my page and scroll down to see our family pictures.
Your loss is so new and raw....you have found a very good site here. The people are wonderful. I have been on since the numbers were in the 300's.
Be kind to yourself during this time, get plenty of rest (if you can) be around people who care and love you. I have some books to recommend if you are interested.
Know that we all are with you on this journey of grief....
HI Annette I am so sorry for your loss. it is so fresh so profound.. so horrible.. i know i lost my son in 2010 i want his life to be here on this beautiful earth.. not so pleasant without him love to you carrie