Anthony.......I'm sorry for your loss that brought you to us but glad that you found us.  This site has been a lifesaver for me, to talk with people who truly understand has made a difference in my journey.  I'm glad you joined the Bereaved Spouses group.  If you post on that wall, you'll be part of our conversations.  I lost my husband just over 2 years ago which may sound like a long time, but in my mind it just happened.  We all really know the grief you're feeling so I hope you'll let us help you.

Sending a hug your way.

Sara