Just know that your in my thoughts and prayers. It takes time to heal from suicide, and if you need help I hope you get it. Talking your feelings out about it helps. I can read your mind right now. Your thinking I don't know what to think, I'm numb and angry and hurt. Your all of those things and more.. talk about the feelings as they happen if you have to hire someone to listen, or you can continue to post here and share with the rest of us. The pain gets better, missing them not so much. God bless and be with you.
I'm so sorry for your loss. My brother took his life two years ago this past Nov. It is hard no doubt about it and not being able to bury him would have driven me mad. You have to go thru that final act to be able to start to heal. Can you tell me why you haven't do so yet?
I LOST MY ONLY SON TOO SUICIDE ON DEC 30TH 2010.I FEEL SO LOST WITHOUT HIM,I MISS HIM SO MUCH..I DON'T KNOW WHAT TOO DO ANYMORE.I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING..HE IS THE FIRST THING I THINK ABOUT WHEN I GET UP IN THE MORNING AND THE LAST THING I THINK ABOUT WHEN I GO TOO BED AT NIGHT.WILL IT EVER END?