Hi Bonnie, and welcome, I am so sorry for your loss, and I know exactly how you are feeling. I lost my husband in March, and I can relate to the emtyness and loss. The hardest thing I've ever had to face. I hope this site helps some, as we are all trying hard to get through each day. Talking to people that understand, is a comfort, just to know your not alone in your grief. Hope you write back, I'd be more than happy to help you if I can. My prayers are with you