It's human nature to want to be understood and to have a connection with others you can relate to.  I am so grateful I found this online support.  Thank you everyone for sharing your stories and for understanding.  Sometimes I have glimpses that maybe I can get through this.  I start a support group next week and I am certainly looking forward to it.  Thank you everyone for being here for me!

Hello everyone, I'm new at this.  I've been trying to find a support group and it seems the next group I can attend is not until July 2nd.  My husband who was also my best friend, travel partner, confidant, laugh and hang out buddy passed June 7th and it is very hard to deal with this.  It doesn't feel real.  I'm trying to reach out and find support and hear other's stories because I do realize not wanting to live anymore is not healthy.  It is so uncharacteristic of me.  I'm a life loving…