I am feeling much better than I did back in April. But this is an uphill (hopefully) process and there are setbacks. What is helping me immensely is that my 16 year old son seems to have a new group of friends and is very busy and happy. The grief I felt watching him so sad just about killed me. Interestingly, he had a very sad hour or two where he just burst out crying and said he wished his dad was here and how much he missed him. But we talked through it and he has a very close friend now that he shared those feelings with and everything got better. That is what is needed support when you are sad and need comfort. He has that now and I am so thankful.