Yesterday at work a Co-Manager asked how I was doing and I told him that having hard time with finances. Especially rent. He commented of getting a new roommate. I went to say I had things of his (my partner's). He asked if he had family that would take his things. I said no. After he left my body almost shut down, I just wanted to cry. But then I gianed composure again. One of my co-workers asked me what was wrong. I told her she said that was insensitive of him. I think Management needs…

Today I will be starting back to a bowling league. I bowled to have some recreation on my own. But the last two years Darrell went to watch me bowl. Now he is gone I am going through some roller coaster ride of emotions. He passed away just after ending bowling season. But on a happy note I got my order of wallet size picture cards of a picture of Christ hugging a man. This was Darrell's favorite picture, we have at home. I miss him so much, and there is days I have pains in my chest and…