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one year

Posted on February 25, 2011 at 2:24pm 1 Comment 0 Likes

well its been a year tomorrow sense i lost my husband and its been a struggle i will never forget.. i go from blaming myself to blaming my husband for leaveing me here to deal with all this pain.. my kids judge me they dont listen they think i should be ok an just forget it.. you cant be with someone 30 yrs and just forget it all .. his family wont talk to me they act like its my fault ..he died of heart failure they would never see him in the hospital it was me and my daughter there by… Continue

its been almost nine months

Posted on November 6, 2010 at 9:46pm 0 Comments 0 Likes

daniel was my husband , my best friend and these last nine months havebeen a nightmare ive cryed so much not thinking anyone understands i somtimes think im losing my mind then pai is so hard at times but i keep telling myself i have to put my life together again so if you cry your not alone this is very painful but we must go on be strong lean on each other together we can make it the hoildays are hard his birthday is on the 27 of nov he would be 50 i miss him so much

without my husband

Posted on April 26, 2010 at 5:46pm 1 Comment 0 Likes

its like i have to start over living again he was my guide for thirty years he taught me to live and kept my kids from walking all over me hes gone and its like i have no cotrol i cry without warning and hate myself and even get mad at him what am i to do how do i find a way around this does anyone understand me

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At 8:10pm on November 5, 2010, Deb said…: Hi, Debbie. Thanks for the message. I know that the upcoming holidays are going to be especially hard for you and your family!! They will be the second holidays I have been through without my hubby...they will still be hard for me as well. You have been in my prayers. I hope that things are going better for you and your family. Take care of yourself. I'm here any time you need or want to talk! I understand exactly how you feel, Deb.

At 4:30pm on May 26, 2010, Deb said…: I am sorry - losing your husband is bad enough, without family being so tough! Monday was my Junior's birthday, so it has been a hard week for me, too. Please take care of yourself. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

At 4:11pm on May 26, 2010, Debbie MCcracken said…: things have,nt been good for me i am trying to move ahead but its hard without him his family done everythi ng to make my life hard my oldest daughter has wished me dead we had a fist fight she called me names today hes been gone 3 months i live in a motel me and our 14yr old addopted its a night mmare

At 3:48pm on May 26, 2010, Deb said…: I just wanted to let you know that I hope you are doing well. I have had you in my thoughts and prayers. Hope you are taking care of yourself. Stay strong!

At 10:59am on May 19, 2010, yolanda said…: Its been this past days, last friday was 4 months since my husband died and i have been in tears since.
i can't seem to get past anything long enough to find a little bit of joy. i know exactly how you feel, people that you knew somehow just stop calling and you find yourself even lonelier. everyone around us is going on with their lives and we are at a standstill.

At 10:09am on May 3, 2010, yolanda said…: I am sorry to hear you had surgury, are you doing ok? I am doing the best i can, i spend alot of time thinking about my husband. i miss him so much, everyday is a struggle. we will get through it, it just takes time and only those who have gone through something like this know that.

At 8:29pm on April 29, 2010, Deb said…: Debbie,
Hope you are having a better day. You have been and will continue to be in my prayers. Keep in touch.
Debbie

At 6:26pm on April 27, 2010, Dotti said…: Debbie, Debbie, Debbie
How old are your kids? Tell them your a big girl now and do not need their permission to live your own life. My kids would never think of telling me what to do. That would just be the end of it. I ahve a b rother that live down south. He has a daughter 8 yrs old. For one reason or another he thinks she should come and live with me WRONG I told him I raised my kids. I work everyday and usually get as much overtime as I can just to keep busy. Im dealing with enough right now this is the last thing I need. Thanks for your email address. What state do you live in? Im trying to get my daughter to put my pic on here. Hasnt happened yet well must go for noe take care hope to hear from you soon Dotti