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Emptiness - I miss her so much

Posted on February 23, 2010 at 7:28pm 0 Comments 0 Likes

I've never felt this way before. I keep waiting to feel better, and on some days I do, but then, this overwhelming, suffocating grief returns to me. I have a lot of emotions that I don't know what to do with and a lot of thoughts that are scary to me. I've had people pass away before that I was close to and loved dearly, but never this close. This was my mother. This is the person who knew me the best, the one person I could tell my secrets to, and she would understand and love me the same. Now… Continue

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At 8:51pm on February 25, 2010, Tamara said…: You're welcome. Im here anytime..... I had a moment today myself. I just had this thought "she's really gone?"......I still cant believe it. I get depressed too, but the key is to not allow yourself to stay there. Allow yourself to cry and hurt, but make yourself get up from there and continue to live. Im now in the process of trying to establish some new goals to work toward so that I can focus on something productive that will keep my mind occupied. We'll make it through this.....we have no other choice. Keep your head up.

At 1:27pm on February 24, 2010, Tamara said…: I understand what you feel totally. My mother passed unexpectedly on 12/21/08 at 49 yrs old. It hit me like a ton of bricks.....I never in a million years would have thought I'd have to go through this. Its hard because she was my MOM.... no one can ever take that place. If you ever want to talk about what your feeling, you can email me at tsmyle@yahoo.com. Its a daily process that gets easier with time. I dont think the "bad days" ever stop.