Your facebook and web pages sound so true..It is only 1 year for your loss, it is almost 4 for me.My son was 14 years younger then my daughter,he was my I guess I have to say everything to me. I was more mature so I spent more time with him, building and shaping him to be able to take care of himself. I sent him to electrical school while he was a senior in high school as he would have to know something when he got his own house, next he would need to go to plumbing......he did get a job after school being an electrican but before he went to plumbing he needed to get a babe magnet...hence the motorcycle (cheaper) he went to safety classes then dazzeled his friends with all the chicks he would attract for everybody..all was well until the car pulled out in front of him, he just left our house, after work, to meet up with his friends a couple blocks away..my life was destroyed...he was everything to me..just 19 way to young ...I wasn't done molding him yet???
I had to take life as it comes but it was a long hard time...it still is hard..still can't eat, drink,certain things, shop at certain places, look at his pictures...I cry because I don't want him to fade from me, I am envious of family members who still have everyone in their life, I cry reading my sons friends facebook, looking at what they are becoming and how they have grown up..
So Heather your words of encouragement were very helpful..Thank you, I hope you can find comfort one day
I Lost My Only Child~My Son In A Tragic Car Accident on 2/12/09..He was 21...He was Not Only My Son He was My Friend...I Miss Him More than I Can Say..This still seems like a BAD Dream..I Have No Air..I'm Sinking In Quicksand..Missing Him Every Day He Is Away~Always & Forever~Luv MOMMA XOXOXO