Thank you JoAnne,

I actually did end up in the hospital and was diagnosed with PTSD....I was the one that found my daughter. She had been deceased for two days. I was having nightmares and even when awake I could not shake the visions of Laura lying on the floor. I am on medications and I do go to therapy, which has helped significantly. (I no longer have suicidal thoughts)

My biggest problem is I get no support from my family....I feel like I am stuck in limbo, that everyone has moved on and left me behind. I try to call my mom, who lives on the west coast (I live on the East coast) but that is useless because she does nothing but cry. I feel so much anger towards everyone, but I have been keeping my mouth shut because everytime I say something it causes an argument. Is this all normal????