"I did feel the void for a long time. I asked myself what the purpose of the rest of my life is. Work and life itss]elf got in the way of wondering so much. Eventually the day came when I stopped asking about what my life is for. I don’t know…"
I would not tell you that I know what you are going through, even though I’ve gone through the experience of suddenly losing my partners to death TWICE. It is simply a different experience and a different process for each of us.