Thanks for the friendship. I have been looking for gay men to talk with that have lost their partner but found nothing in my area. I found this site yesterday while surfing the net for a book.
I feel like my whole life has changed and is constantly changing everyday. Don wasn't just my lover and partner, he was my best friend. I feel so alone.
It has been 9 months since he died and I feel like my family and friends just want me to "get over it". But what they don't see is that they all go home to their partners and/or kids and I go home to an empty house. I feel completely alone.