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At 9:12pm on May 31, 2012, jaime tyree said…: Julie , you are an angle from above. I thank you so much for everything. I will give it a try and see what happens . Hopefully I will be able to feel him.

At 8:54pm on May 31, 2012, jaime tyree said…: Chris (my husband) and I met watching my 16 yr old when he was 2 1/2 after his mom had passed away from breast cancer. I have had a dream since he passed and it is driving me crazy bc i use too always dream. I know I only got 13 yrs with him but it just wasnt enough time but i guess when you love some one so much it is never enough time. Chris was also helping thru my mom having cancer . So now i asked what am I going to do when I lose her too.I have 3 out of the 6 kids at home with me, our 22yr old has been such a wonderful big help i know his dad is so proud of him. I am upset that Chris didnt get to watch our 12 yr old finish 6th grade and see the 22 yr old graduate from college and than the 16 yr old graduate from high school.

At 8:53pm on May 31, 2012, jaime tyree said…: Chris (my husband) and I met watching my 16 yr old when he was 2 1/2 after his mom had passed away from breast cancer. I have had a dream since he passed and it is driving me crazy bc i use too always dream. I know I only got 13 yrs with him but it just wasnt enough time but i guess when you love some one so much it is never enough time. Chris was also helping thru my mom having cancer . So now i asked what am I going to do when I lose her too.I have 3 out of the 6 kids at home with me, our 22yr old has been such a wonderful big help i know his dad is so proud of him. I am upset that Chris didnt get to watch our 12 yr old finish 6th grade and see the 22 yr old graduate from college and than the 16 yr old graduate from high school.

At 8:52pm on May 31, 2012, jaime tyree said…: Chris (my husband) and I met watching my 16 yr old when he was 2 1/2 after his mom had passed away from breast cancer. I have had a dream since he passed and it is driving me crazy bc i use too always dream. I know I only got 13 yrs with him but it just wasnt enough time but i guess when you love some one so much it is never enough time. Chris was also helping thru my mom having cancer . So now i asked what am I going to do when I lose her too.I have 3 out of the 6 kids at home with me, our 22yr old has been such a wonderful big help i know his dad is so proud of him. I am upset that Chris didnt get to watch our 12 yr old finish 6th grade and see the 22 yr old graduate from college and than the 16 yr old graduate from high school.

At 8:52pm on May 31, 2012, jaime tyree said…: Chris (my husband) and I met watching my 16 yr old when he was 2 1/2 after his mom had passed away from breast cancer. I have had a dream since he passed and it is driving me crazy bc i use too always dream. I know I only got 13 yrs with him but it just wasnt enough time but i guess when you love some one so much it is never enough time. Chris was also helping thru my mom having cancer . So now i asked what am I going to do when I lose her too.I have 3 out of the 6 kids at home with me, our 22yr old has been such a wonderful big help i know his dad is so proud of him. I am upset that Chris didnt get to watch our 12 yr old finish 6th grade and see the 22 yr old graduate from college and than the 16 yr old graduate from high school.

At 8:52pm on May 31, 2012, jaime tyree said…: Chris (my husband) and I met watching my 16 yr old when he was 2 1/2 after his mom had passed away from breast cancer. I have had a dream since he passed and it is driving me crazy bc i use too always dream. I know I only got 13 yrs with him but it just wasnt enough time but i guess when you love some one so much it is never enough time. Chris was also helping thru my mom having cancer . So now i asked what am I going to do when I lose her too.I have 3 out of the 6 kids at home with me, our 22yr old has been such a wonderful big help i know his dad is so proud of him. I am upset that Chris didnt get to watch our 12 yr old finish 6th grade and see the 22 yr old graduate from college and than the 16 yr old graduate from high school.

At 7:06pm on May 31, 2012, jaime tyree said…: Julie , Thank you. I feel a million time worse than I did when he passed away. My husband had a massive heart attack while he was working and I didnt get to the hospital before they stop working on trying to save him. My mom says i should live my life for my kids instead of always saying i am doing it for him but it makes me feel a little better. I some times wait for him to come home even tho his truck is sit right out side. He is my first true love . I have been with him since I was 20 yrs old and I am 33 now. I am back to not sleeping very long at night again and beg him to come hold me at night when i go to sleep. Guess i am a little crazy or not .Thank you so much for listening to me. jaime

At 6:34pm on May 25, 2012, Ellen Brant said…: Julie, Thanks so much for writing back and keeping me close in prayers. I do believe when we feel the world is crashing down and nothing is left, prayers and friends like you are Messengers from God letting us know we are not alone. You aren't alone either. My prayers are there for you too. God didn't bring us this far to just drop us off~ Hugs Ellen

At 4:03pm on May 23, 2012, Ellen Brant said…: Julie, thanks for your kind words. I wasn't aware that losing a pet could hurt so much. I know losing my husband Doug is the most painful for half of me left with him. Losing Yellow Bird was like losing the child I never had and best friend. Always there to be faithful no matter what. She even waited for me when I was in the hospital for two months and then four months in a nursing home. She knew the crippling pain I dealt with and really helped me to see the sunshine everyday in the black clouds that seemed to hang about. I feel empty, lost and so alone again without any family. I just am glad that Yellow is with her Dad, Doug. I am trying to see the sunshine through others and know that for some reason we all are going through this MUCK and will be able to help others struggling like we were. My prayers are with you too . THE SUN WILL SHINE again. HUGS are healing... and I wish I could just stop crying and looking for Yellow to help since Doug is gone. Ellen

Faith is the ability to take the first step even if you don't see the staircase.