thanks for your kind words your right i know my mom was tired and she finally resting now. my mom may not be there when my kids are born but im going to talk about her so much that there going to feel like they knew her. all we could is keep them alive with are stories and memories.
thank you for sending me a message its a really hard walk for the survivors. i miss my mom so much and it seems to not get any easier. i would like to say in touch because i dont really feel like people could relate unless they have lost somebody to suicide. its a very confusing road and a shameful situation.
It's been just over 7 weeks since my Dad took his own life and just last week I felt like I was starting to feel more "normal". Now, it's Monday and I feel on edge again. The thing is I was going through huge waves of sadness and confusion before whereas now I feel anger. I dont really feel anger towards him though but I am taking it out on my boyfriend. He doesnt even know how to react to my reations during all of this but, I think he wants things to go back to normal again. I am more frustrated with myself than anything for letting it get to this point knowing that he has nothing to do with this and I shouldnt drag him down with me. I have yet to seek counseling though. That should probably be my next step. I was just curious to see if anyone has hd any similar experiences?