That was very mean of the person you texted , and I'm so sorry it get's better I deleted Andy's number off my phone because I know I would text or call it and I think his wife has his phone so that's what my daughter suggested I do and I did, it took a while but I finally did it, Of course I cried after I did it but I still have a voicemail from him and I listen to it time to time................

Thanks and I know what you mean but the good thing is Andy had three lovely children a son 12 and two beautiful twins a boy and girl, and he also had three step children so he lives through them and the boy twin is a carbon copy of him, he looks like andy reliving his life and I've found peace in knowing he left a part of him here for us to continue to Love thanks for your prayers and you will be in my prayers I know you miss your daughter but I prayer that it gets better for you..............

Hi LU lU happy valentines day. I don't know if today is better than yesterday. How can it ever be like it was when our loves were talking to us and loving us and us loving them.each day is different. I have moaning. like a sick cow. smile maybe that is what i have become. love to you and your loss... carrie L

hi thank u for rightin on my wall, im sorry for ur loss too, i do ask my self why an wat ifs, i avnt really cryed over my daughter, not like a mother shud u no. i so wish i cud but to scared to as i might feel as im lettin go an i dont want.

little things have bin happening in my home lately and i wounder if thats her lettin me now shes here, cus i no wen things happen no ones there an the cat is always in the same room as me.

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Thank you Lulu for thinking of me today. What an emotional day this 1st anniversary was! I uploaded over 140+ pictures of my beloved son, Todd. From his birth picture to his last. I had a friend make a video with songs; it was just a beautiful tribute! I still can't believe he is gone, even after a year has passed. I still think he will walk thru our back door; I long for the hugs and the "I love you mom". I miss him terribly. The pain is unbearable and will be as long as I am on this earth without him. Hugs to you.

Thank you Lulu for thinking of me today. What an emotional day this 1st anniversary was! I uploaded over 140+ pictures of my beloved son, Todd. From his birth picture to his last. I had a friend make a video with songs; it was just a beautiful tribute! I still can't believe he is gone, even after a year has passed. I still think he will walk thru our back door; I long for the hugs and the "I love you mom". I miss him terribly. The pain is unbearable and will be as long as I am on this earth without him. Hugs to you.

Hi Lu LU hope your doing ok today iam not crying today but i am taking a little medicine that helps not to cry.. i am very sad. and i go through spells i don't think he would want me to be sad.... and your daughter wouldn't want you to be sad either... Carrie L

Hi Lu lU thanks for writing i am so sorry about your crying i know exactly what you are talking about. i cry too ..... my baby was only almost 24 then made that fatal mistake. he was such a beautiful spirit... carrie L