Dearest Melissa I know what your going through... I feel like that too at times.. I lost my only bro 11months ago, he took his own life and he was just 35yrs.Its so hard to wake up and know that he is not here.. It will hurt you to think of her for the rest of your life but always remember that she is at Peace and no one can hurt her. Try to be strong for yourself and your husband. I will keep you in my prayers..lots of love.
You will be able to breath again. It's still going to hurt but you'll breath again. I sometimes want to crawl out of my skin and burn...that's how much I miss her and that's how much you will miss your sister. I was 21 and my sis was 25yrs old...it was 9 years ago and at times I still cry like someone is beating me I know your pain all so well and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I will keep you in my thoughts.