9/22/2010 It's been a little over a year since I lost my sister. For several months I was angry at her for dying so suddenly. I had a friend, who years ago, committed suicide. The anger I felt towards my sister was similar to that I felt for my friend who died by suicide. I have not touched any of her things that are stored at my house. Not even the new Toshiba laptop I had purchased for her 3 months prior to her death! I do suffer from major depressive disorder hand have had a low level of depression all the time. it is immobilizing at times.