Pamela, I am so sorry for the loss of your young son. What a sad tragedy for your family. I looked through your pictures and he was such a handsome vibrant person.
You have found a very comforting site here. The members know how you are feeling and will offer advice and comfort when needed. At the moment you can only do one day at a time. Good you are in Grief Meetings sometimes they do offer help.
I lost my adult son 12-25-09. You can click on Donny's picture to view my page. This loss was a tragedy to our family also. Just remember we all have the grief that you are now experiencing....please post when you want, it does help.
My eyes just caught your page and I want to tell you how sad I am for you. When my son died, the best advice I received, was "just do the next thing". That could be putting one foot in front of the other, or brushing my teeth, or going for a walk. When we are so raw, it is all we can do and all we can expect of ourselves. It has been a little over two months for you shattered heart. Stay close to us, we understand.