Hello Dr. Gibson; thank you for your response. Your mother lived a wonderful age. I lost my mother when she was 77 years old. She had scleraderma which she endured like a solider to the end. My grieving was so hard because I took so much blame upon myself. But God's healing has been in the process of my life and it has been 11 years that my mom has passed; but it was the first 5 years that were hard and the past 6 years were the healing process. Healing actually happens. When I noticed it was one Mother's Day I was watching "Lifetime" channel and I did not cry grieving tears but actually I was smiling and it scared me at first and then I realized and said "Oh my God, what's happening." God let me know through that movie I was beginning to heal through Him. So to you it will come.