Your daughter is absolutely beautiful. Carson's dad reminded me that I have two other boys to raise and he now was all alone. I remember feeling guilty because he was right. While my home still has a teenager with all his friends coming over, football games, girlfriends and a five year old who just had his first day of school, field trips coming up, etc. My home is full of activity.....his is now empty and quite. I worry about him and his wife constantly because when I graduated college and moved I let Carson stay with his dad because he didn't want to leave his friends and school. Their world revolved around Carson. Their home was full of hustle and bustle thanks to him.....one day it was full of all things Carson and the next it was cold and lifeless. They locked his room up....I'm surely afraid it will stay that way. My heart aches for all of us who have lost children and while most times this site brings me comfort, it also brings me grief. To read each other's stories of our beautiful children who we mourn for, long for, and miss everyday. My prayers are with you and my love.