Thank you Sharon for your kind words. Yes, we can overcome the grief period but I don't believe we will ever overcome the loneliness. Helping others is a good remedy to forget ourselves and help those who are less fortunate that we are.
Keep trusting the Lord and continue to put your faith in him and He will see us through this difficult time in our lives.
God bless you.
I have a rememberence urn so I guess Barry kept his promise also. His kids came from out of state to spread his ashes. I couldn't do it. I did have a memorial service for him though. I have his urn in between my parents urns.
he promised he wouldn't ever leave me. I logically know his body gave out but emotionally I feel he broke his promise. How do you stop feeling so alone? Even if there are your friends and family you are alone.
Sleep what's that. I am kinda starting to get longer stretches but that only adds up to 4 hours a night but I can sleep all day long but I cant do that to the kids. I dont know what all that is up there but I just tried to up-load a picture. Going to try and sleep now. I like to put pillows behind me to make it feel like he is next to me:(
I am going to go. I am hoping that my son and the baby do not want to go because of how anxious they make me. I would be a nervous wreck the whole time. I want to relax and enjoy myself. I hate having such anxieties. And then I feel guilty because I can't be around them but so much without having an attack.
Maybe then I will try it. Just not this weekend with Bryan and the baby being there and it being my anniversary weekend. Shoot I might just want to drown my sorrows in a bottle of wine and good anxiety pills! lol. Not really. Did I tell you that my daughter asked me to come to Richmond on Sunday for a wine festival? That will be nice and will keep me out of the house all day. If I stay there, I might go a little crazy.
I just heard back from my daughter. I told her that one thing she should do now is to tell Linda how much she loves her and have the kids tell her too. It will be comforting for all of them. Also, it is something dear to hold to her heart.