Hi Stewart,

 

Im just checking in on you. I hope all is as well as it can be for you. Again, I just wanted to say hi and to see how you were doing.

 

Tamara

OMG I know exactly what you mean. I still think that sometimes too. It just at times does not feel right and I don't want to except that she is gone. I hold on that I will see her again though, that's what keeps me going. It's all I have you know.

 

Speaking with you is like listening to a recorded message that I left myself. I'm glad I found this site last year. So many people share the same thoughts and feelings but your words are so much like my own.

 

As I sd earlier i will definately be checking on you... Take care and although your finding comfort in it ... don't work so hard!! :-)

Hi Stewart... wow you did the right thing by not telling your Mum about your dream. It probly would have scared her like you said. What a premonition and to have her pass some days later. I cannot imagine anything like that.

 

I will keep you in my thoughts, heart and prayers... I will check on you again to see how you are doing from time to time. Like I sd before if you ever need to talk I am here. Take great care of yourself!

 

Tamara

Hi Stewart... I am so sorry about your Mom and Dad. My heart goes out to you. I understand wanting and needing and missing. The other day I woke up in almost a sheer panic because for some reason I just started reliving that my Mom was gone. It was the weirdst thing. I sat in my bed just crying.

 

You know what I found comforting... I used to go to the cemetary and take a blanket and sit by her head stone and I would just talk to her as if she was sitting right there. The funny thing is in my mind she was talking right back to me. I would say something and if I was asking her a question the wind would blow gently. If i was having a difficult time and I was sitting there crying and upset with the world the wind would blow harder almost as if she was upset too about the situation. From time to time when I go and see her it still happens. It brings me peace. I also listen to favorite songs or songs from my childhood and I swear I can see her (like when I first heard the song) cleaning or cooking etc.

 

My surgery went well... thank you! I am praying for you and if you ever need to talk I will be right here. May GOD walk with you and carry you while you are grieving. HE is remarkable and he will see you through this difficult time. Just keep remembering the good times and your Moms beautiful smile. She will always be with you!!

Lots of love and warmest regards....

Tamara

 

Hi Stewart... I am so sorry about your Mom and Dad. My heart goes out to you. I understand wanting and needing and missing. The other day I woke up in almost a sheer panic because for some reason I just started reliving that my Mom was gone. It was the weirdst thing. I sat in my bed just crying.

 

You know what I found comforting... I used to go to the cemetary and take a blanket and sit by her head stone and I would just talk to her as if she was sitting right there. The funny thing is in my mind she was talking right back to me. I would say something and if I was asking her a question the wind would blow gently. If i was having a difficult time and I was sitting there crying and upset with the world the wind would blow harder almost as if she was upset too about the situation. From time to time when I go and see her it still happens. It brings me peace. I also listen to favorite songs or songs from my childhood and I swear I can see her (like when I first heard the song) cleaning or cooking etc.

 

My surgery went well... thank you! I am praying for you and if you ever need to talk I will be right here. May GOD walk with you and carry you while you are grieving. HE is remarkable and he will see you through this difficult time. Just keep remembering the good times and your Moms beautiful smile. She will always be with you!!

Lots of love and warmest regards....

Tamara

 

THANKS SO MUCH STEWART YOUR WORDS WERE VERY ENCOURAGING WITH MY MOMS BIRTHDAY COMING UP 9/16/2010.I WILL TRULY TRY TO HAVE GOOD THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES.THANKS AGAIN STEWART.

THANKS SO MUCH STEWART YOUR WORDS WERE VERY ENCOURAGING WITH MY MOMS BIRTHDAY COMING UP 9/16/2010.I WILL TRULY TRY TO HAVE GOOD THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES.THANKS AGAIN STEWART.

thankyou so much for taking the time to respond....i went shopping today and bought a few trinkets to try and get my ghastly house in better shape...though; its been a yr now; since my dad passed...ive been such a mess; just going to work; is surviving and now; i realize; its time to put my life in order and get more organized and ready to play and create memories; w my last bonus baby, precious ms abby and my fabulous 2 grandsons...brandon5 (bubba) and little johnny 2.(my little buddy) what a blessing; hope you have a great day ..god bless you..

Hi Stewart,

I am so sorry for your loss; my condolences to you and your family.