God bless you in your mourning, Teresa. It sounds like you had a wonderful man in your life, for far too short a time. My David and I had 27 years together before he died 9/2/09, but it still wasn't enough. I'm sharing your pain in my heart, too, and saying a prayer for you. Somehow I have faith we'll make it through this holiday season. God bless you, Teresa, and God bless us all.