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We have something so very wonderful to look forward to - Read Revelation 21:3,4.  God does not and can not lie (Titus 1:2)  If you have any faith in the fact that there is a God - please read - Romans 15:4 - the scriptures will offer you the comfort you need in order to get past this.  I know you loved your mother and the pain will never just go away - treasure the beautiful memories of your mother.

God is a loving God and in his time he will wipe out the result of man's imperfect state.  God's (Jehovah) - Read Psalms 83:18 - plans were not for man to live and die - but to live forever.    Just trust in Jehovah and you will see the manifestation of his will in your life (Proverbs 3:5,6)

You take care and do pray for strength in handling this part of your life.

Do take care - Pray God is never busy!!! 

Hey. How r u doing with everything?

I believe that God has plans we don't understand. You didn't kill your mom. She went to heaven because that's where she was needed for God's plan. You are a mom and you need to be strong for them. Remember that your children learn from watching you-not from what you say. Show them that when life deals huge blows, you hurt, you mourn, and you get through it. That's what I am trying to do. I lost my mom too, my only parent since my father died when I was 17. Allow yourself to hurt and allow yourself to survive. Write me anytime-I am here for you.

Tell us about your mom....sorry for your pain. Can you move back to where you moved from to get more support. Being around people who know and love you and knew your mom would be helpful. Take care :) people are praying for you and your loss and thinking about you right now. Hope you can find some good support during this sad time in your life :( this is a very personal journey so it is important to find what help you and what you need.

Your post is concerning - not sure how you are doing, but there is a hotline you can call: here is the website: http://suicidehotlines.com/colorado.html
(303) 860-1200 this is a number you can call to talk with someone. I am so sorry about your mother :( there are berevement classes through hospice that are so helpful. Your mother would not blame you and want you to take care of your kids. This is so hard, but reach out, there are loving people out here to talk with and listen. Write more and ask people around you for support. write in a journal if you can and pray. We will pray for you also because your pain is so sad I know so well, but you have to keep moving forward even though it feels impossible your kids need their mommy, lik eyou needed yours. so so sorry about your mom :(

Your post is concerning - not sure how you are doing, but there is a hotline you can call: here is the website: http://suicidehotlines.com/colorado.html
(303) 860-1200 this is a number you can call to talk with someone. I am so sorry about your mother :( there are berevement classes through hospice that are so helpful. Your mother would not blame you and want you to take care of your kids. This is so hard, but reach out, there are loving people out here to talk with and listen. Write more and ask people around you for support. write in a journal if you can and pray. We will pray for you also because your pain is so sad I know so well, but you have to keep moving forward even though it feels impossible your kids need their mommy, lik eyou needed yours. so so sorry about your mom :(

Please know that you did not kill your mom, only God controls life and death. There are no words that can make you fell better right now...grief can be so overwhelming. I know the feeling, my dad died a long time ago, 1989, and I didn't feel I could go on without him...but I did. It still hurts at times but not as often. You have two good reasons to go on, your children. I will pray that God comforts you, as only He can. I was only comforted when I asked Him to comfort me, and it took me 2 yrs to do that. It's so hard, I know, but don't let it break you. If need be, find a grief counselor, I had a bereavement counselor thru Hospice and it helped. I will pray for you continuously.