Hi all havent herd from anyone in a couple of days didnt know how this all worked everyone keeps saying it gets easier but all I see is it getting harder all I do is think about my son christopher yesterday we took his oldest to her first day of school it was so hard because she was upset her daddy wasnt there me and her mom held our tears back till we stepped out of the room and we cryed and held each other I never imagined anything being this hard in life...my family ask for me to cook something
that was his favorite meal and I just cant do it because he is not here to enjoy it that boy loved a stuffed pepper and my homemade egg rolls..... Chris would of gave you his last dollor if you needed it or gave you the shirt off his back all you had to do was ask.just had to get some of this out thank you for listening......
Thanks for joining this thread. I am so sorry for your loss of your son. I would also like to invite you to join another online group we are members of Mothers of Murdered Sons/Daughters http://moms.memorial-of-love.net/ where we have a messageboard, chat room and so much more. There are so many moms that we are able to share our angels with and our pain. I hope you will be able to take a look at the website and join us. I don't know how we would have gotten this far without the website and the wonderful moms we have met there. We also have websites for our angels where we can share our angels with the world. http://lisachristine-maas.last-memories.com/index.php?co=page&page=2714&poz=0 I hope to hear back from you. Sincerely Laura Maas
Cindy, I am so sorry for your Loss! What a horrible thing to happen, both boys, I am speechless. Please know that you can write all of your feelings here, I think it helps to get it all out, especially to others that have lost a son or daughter, I know what you mean by saying you wait for them to come home... I was just like you with my Son, we talked about everything. He lived here and I would wait at might for him to come home, just because I couldnt sleep until I knew he was safe... Now when I hear anything at night I have to rememebr he isnt coming home. It is the hardest thing that any parent will ever have to go through, I am here for you.
TIGHT HUGS FOR YOU!