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Dee,
I just lost my brother and feel so lost, I feel like i'm going crazy. This is not suppose to happen . I can identify with the feelings you are going through. I will keep you in my prayers.Debbie

dee hi! thank you for your kindness in replying to my post. I feel a little better today, my nephew took me into my sis flat and I just sat there a little and thought of her ,and you know I think some sort of heeling began when I saw and touched her things it was like she was still there. I now have made a small garden that I can go into and dedicated it to her memory hope this helps . kindest regards merry

Dee I saw your story and competely understand. My very close sis passed away 27 may 2010 and I cannot seem to take it in that I cannot phone her or speak or see her anymore. she has been with me for 65 years now she just isn`t. I don`t know if I will ever be myself again ,I feel my heart has been ripped out. But I have wonderful memories that is so good, but wish I could focus on something else just till the hurt goes. best wishes merry