Hi Evelyn, I am so sorry for what you must be dealing with. I can't imagine losing two children at the same time. My son was in jail at the time my daughter left us but he did get out a few months later. That was hard but losing my daughter and knowing I will never be able to see her again was harder and still is. If you ever need to talk please feel free to email me at trishwolney@yahoo.com. I am here if you need someone.