One of the worst things is that as time goes by and everyone goes back to their lives and it's just you. Everyone tells you you have so much to live for your kids, grandkids and your family and friends. I'm very happy for them but i feel like i'm lving in fishbowl watching everyone else live and be happy and all those precious moments they get to experiance. I Love them all very much but it's so hard watching and knowing i'm not sharing those precious moments with the man I Loved so much, we… Continue

I Lost the Love of my life on Thankgiving day of this year. I feel so lost, we had so many plans for our future and now that's all gone, not a day goes by that i don't break down and cry for the loss of him. I Loved him with my whole heart and I know he felt the same way. Sometimes i find myself wanting to call him or expect himto come home at night. The day he died they let me hold him and i laid my head on his chest and listened to his heart beat till it stoped, as he took his last breath i… Continue