Hi Lorie, checking in again to see how you are doing... Would like to hear back from you, even if you just type "ok"

Hi Lorie, just checking in... How are you holding up?

Lorie, we have all sinned, we wouldn't be human if we didnt! I could tell you some doozies! Just keep the faith, yes, light a candle for your beautiful girls, I have a candle that shines bright 24/7,

Hi Lorie, I am always here, here is my email address in case you need me quicker atonsgirl@aol.com. Also, there is a number at the top of our page, it isn't a suicide hotline, but a line where somebody is always there to talk to, to listen to you, someone used it the other day and it really helped. I know the holidays must be double worse for you...and I don't want to sound like I am lecturing you, but Alcohol is a depressant, it's not going to help you, I think it's only going to make things worse... I wish I lived close, I would make you go out for walks, even if they are short walks, I would get you to focus on something, be it a book, comedy, crocheting, anything, just so you could clear your mind for a bit. I asked before if you have any support there for you? It's nice to have a shoulder to lean on, someone that will listen. I'm saying prayers for you, Jessica and Mandy, I hope that you can find support. Hugs for you and I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

Hi again, I just wanted to ask if you have any support where you are? I'm sure that if you could hook up with another parent that lives close you could go have coffee or something, just to get away from the house and be with someone that understands...I am not a very religious person, but I believe in G*D and heaven, every once in awhile I will go into a church and light a candle for our children, sit there and just think, it always makes me feel a little better when I leave, maybe it's being able to just sit somewhere close to G*D? Not sure, like I said, not very religious. I wish there was something I could do for you...

Hi Lorie, you have been on my mind, I know these holidays are extra tough if that's even possible, just please know that you can reach out here, someone is always around. {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} sending you hugs and prayers.

Hi Lorie:

 

I can't see your profile about what happened to your girls but I can read in your message it is tearing you apart.  I lost my 17 year old baby of the family this past november he would have been 18 feb 9th and graduated in may.  Yes I have to stay up real late and fall asleep watching tv which i never could have done before because if i don't all i can see is the wreck and my baby traped in the vehicle for over 2 hours before they cut him out.

I also feel like not going on alot of times, but for some unknown reason our children was taken from this earth and we were meant to stay.  I pray for some kind of peace for you if its just a little while a day take it moment by moment thats all im doing right now.

Lorie, Just checked on the site, Are you OK, Well I know you arent ok, but are you talking t0 someone right now????? I have felt the same pain you are feeling, the guilt, PLEASE TALK TO US. we are here to help as much as we can, but if you feel you cant go on please call 1-800-273-8255, They can help you! Here is my email atonsgirl@aol.com Tomorrow is another day, you will see, I am so sorry for your loss and your pain....

Lorie, are you still online? Please talk ... I know how much you want to give up, believe me. I still struggle with that ... but we need to make something of their lives ... make their lives worthwhile, if only for ourselves. Drugs took my son and his sister within a month and the guilt, what-ifs, second guessing ... it all takes it's toll. This site has been such a blessing for me in such a short time and I hope it can continue to be a life line for you. Just open up to someone. God Bless You.