Your page is awesome! I love how you added colors and such... I am trying to learn all that.
I wanted to say I am so sorry you have to go through what you are. My older brother passed on 9/1/2009 due to sudden cardiac arrest. I am now living with my parents while I student teach... it is hard. They don't cry but I know they are sad, depressed, etc. Your story just really touched me. I want to be able to reach out to you and possible help you realize that you are not alone. My life was changed on 9/1 and yours was too this August. Your new normal life is no one else's buy yours! Remember your brother in everyone way possible... and maybe for the holidays, do you own special 'burial' -- make it special for you and for him... many hugs to you... let me know if I can help you in anyway.
Hey misty.. I too lost my brother.. he was murdered Nov. 27, 2010.. I completely understand when u say ur heart went with him.. part of me was murdered along with my brother.. I feell all alone.. I don't have anyone I feel comfortable talking to, I feel as if noone really gets it... what I'm going through.. I can't talk to my mom because I feel as if I'm just upsetting her more... my brother is my only sibling, so I don't have anyone to share this pain with... I found thus sight a few months ago and I promise you, it has made a huge difference.. just knowing someone is but a click away..... I've learned from this sight, that I'm not alone. That there are others hurting like me... and those people are great.. I erge u to continue to reach out.. and grieve!!!! Please know I am here!! Contact me anytime!!! We can grieve together... u are in my thoughts and prayers.. I am very sorry for your loss.... YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!