Its not uncommon to have panic attacks, unfortunately that is something that will just happen. I know the trauma of the way she died as well of how sudden this happened is also making it worse. Know today that I am your friend, visit my website www.angelsinflightinc.com, there is a contact link there you can send me a message and i can email you back and we can share email addresses,yahoo ids etc. You are not alone. May God Bless you and I pray for the pain in your heart to lessen over time, though I know, it is hard to do. (((((((HUGS))))))