Sherry~ You are in my prayers today. May God bless you with peace & sustain you. Keeping looking up! May the heart clouds shower his love down upon you! .

Sherry,

Hello, I just read your post. It is almost 1 year for me as well. It's so hard to believe still. So much has happened & yet time has stood still. I still believe he could walk throught the door right now & this could be a terrible dream. My heart reaches out to you because you were married only 4 months and I feel as if you may experience similar thoughts & so forth as I do. My "husband" & I were never legally wed. It's a long tragic story, but the truth is we were very married & I miss him with all that I am. You are in my prayers. Peace & hugs, Christy 

Hello Sherry, I am so sorry for your lose.... And thank you for your sweet words. I do agree with you, not having the years of memories TOGETHER and what ifs are really getting to me. It wasn't until after Howie died that I learned he had planned on perposing to me. I miss him, everything about him, as I am sure you feel the same about your husband. My heart goes out to you, and I am sooo sorry your time with him was cut short. It is hard, and somewhat like a rollercoaster ride you just want to end. Stay strong, and know I am here for you :) Take care, and God bless

Hello Sherry, I am so sorry for your lose.... And thank you for your sweet words. I do agree with you, not having the years of memories TOGETHER and what ifs are really getting to me. It wasn't until after Howie died that I learned he had planned on perposing to me. I miss him, everything about him, as I am sure you feel the same about your husband. My heart goes out to you, and I am sooo sorry your time with him was cut short. It is hard, and somewhat like a rollercoaster ride you just want to end. Stay strong, and know I am here for you :) Take care, and God bless