I lost my mum in jan 2012 and each month on the 21st i do not feel myself. I keep getting flashbacks to that day that my mum passed away.

I am coming up to the 21st again and know what way i am going to be but can anyone advise me when they are going to become any easier for me.

I know Birthdays and Anniversaries are hard for me to but this is nothing compared to this. I dread the date coming each month because it is always another month that my mum is gone and…

I lost my mother in January 2012 and the pain i feel inside since I lost my mum is heartbreaking. My mum was diagnosed in June 2009 2010 and 2011 with a wild range of things.

I miss everything about my Mum and not seeing her anymore is very hard for me to come to terms with and that is what I am struggling with.

I know in my head my mum is gone but it is nearly 2 years this January coming and my mums passing is not getting any easier for…