I got your comment thanks! I am glad that Jesus picture motivated you to write me.
Elizabeth, I am so sorry to hear that your husband passed away 3 months ago. My condolences, my heart goes out for you.
I can perfectly associate with what you are going throught right now. I am a widow too, my husband passed away 5 1/2 years ago suddenly and unexpected, I found a big emotional support during my grieving here in Legacy.com, this site is very helpful because we help one another with our grieve, also you don't feel so lonely knowing that someone is there sharing the same experience, and ready to listen to you.
Things probably are fog and confused to you right now. But it will all get better and clear, as you heal and get sronger. You seems to be a woman of God like me. Please trust God that he will guide and carry you on. If you are a God believer I recomend you to read Psalms 23, and Psalms 91 from the Bible. It brings you comfort and protection from God. listen to Gospel songs and read a good inspiritional book from 'Joyce Meyer' would help you very much with your loss and grieve. This what I did and worked, and still working for me.
Hope my words were helpful to you. You can write to me any time you need as much support you can get right now, in order to get throught this.