Valerie,

Its good to hear from you.  What sort of things was Sara interested in?  What did she want to do when she grew up?

Hi Valerie just want to ask how ur doing? Me just here missing my beloved son Jesse.going on 3 years. Miss him everyday! Hugs to you ALICIA JESSE'S MOM!!aliciarodriguez717@gmail.com

Valerie, My heart goes out to you. Im so sorry you lost Sara, and its good to know you were so close. My child (well he was 23 when he passed) was a true teenager and he did not like physical affection like hugs and kisses, but i kissed him over and over and I told him i was proud of him and i told him to look for God and talk to God when he was on his last days. I knew he knew there was a possibility he could pass and he told me and his dad (my ex) that he loved us... and that just blew our minds cause we did not expect that from him. I am like you and I never blamed anyone and I felt relief that he was no longer in pain and suffering, but I feel like i could of done more to connect with him or emphasize God, heaven and asking for forgiveness for his sins and i wish i could of assured him of the beauty of an afterlife with Jesus and to look for his face, but I held on for a recovery to the very end and I lost my oppurtunity. I know he looks down on us and would want me to feel better and 'not make a big deal' because thats how he was.

I hope your beautiful Sara shines upon your everyday life and i wish you peace in your heart with comfort knowing Sara is OK now and doing way better than anyone on earth.

Valerie, My heart goes out to you. Im so sorry you lost Sara, and its good to know you were so close. My child (well he was 23 when he passed) was a true teenager and he did not like physical affection like hugs and kisses, but i kissed him over and over and I told him i was proud of him and i told him to look for God and talk to God when he was on his last days. I knew he knew there was a possibility he could pass and he told me and his dad (my ex) that he loved us... and that just blew our minds cause we did not expect that from him. I am like you and I never blamed anyone and I felt relief that he was no longer in pain and suffering, but I feel like i could of done more to connect with him or emphasize God, heaven and asking for forgiveness for his sins and i wish i could of assured him of the beauty of an afterlife with Jesus and to look for his face, but I held on for a recovery to the very end and I lost my oppurtunity. I know he looks down on us and would want me to feel better and 'not make a big deal' because thats how he was.

I hope your beautiful Sara shines upon your everyday life and i wish you peace in your heart with comfort knowing Sara is OK now and doing way better than anyone on earth.

Valerie,

My heart goes out to you.  Im so sorry you lost Sara, and its good to know you were so close. My child (well he was 23 when he passed) was a true teenager and he did not like physical affection like hugs and kisses, but i kissed him over and over and I told him i was proud of him and i told him to look for God and talk to God when he was on his last days.  I knew he knew there was a possibility he could pass and he told me and his dad (my ex) that he loved us... and that just blew our minds cause we did not expect that from him.  

I am like you and I never blamed anyone and I felt relief that he was no longer in pain and suffering, but I feel like i could of done more to connect with him or emphasize God, heaven and asking for forgiveness for his sins and i wish i could of assured him of the beauty of an afterlife with Jesus and to look for his face, but I held on for a recovery to the very end and I lost my oppurtunity.  I know he looks down on us and would want me to feel better and 'not make a big deal' because thats how he was.

I hope your beautiful Sara shines upon your everyday life and i wish you peace in your heart with comfort knowing Sara is OK now and doing way better than anyone on earth.

 

Valerie,

My heart goes out to you.  Im so sorry you lost Sara, and its good to know you were so close. My child (well he was 23 when he passed) was a true teenager and he did not like physical affection like hugs and kisses, but i kissed him over and over and I told him i was proud of him and i told him to look for God and talk to God when he was on his last days.  I knew he knew there was a possibility he could pass and he told me and his dad (my ex) that he loved us... and that just blew our minds cause we did not expect that from him.  

I am like you and I never blamed anyone and I felt relief that he was no longer in pain and suffering, but I feel like i could of done more to connect with him or emphasize God, heaven and asking for forgiveness for his sins and i wish i could of assured him of the beauty of an afterlife with Jesus and to look for his face, but I held on for a recovery to the very end and I lost my oppurtunity.  I know he looks down on us and would want me to feel better and 'not make a big deal' because thats how he was.

I hope your beautiful Sara shines upon your everyday life and i wish you peace in your heart with comfort knowing Sara is OK now and doing way better than anyone on earth.

 

Valerie,

My heart goes out to you.  Im so sorry you lost Sara, and its good to know you were so close. My child (well he was 23 when he passed) was a true teenager and he did not like physical affection like hugs and kisses, but i kissed him over and over and I told him i was proud of him and i told him to look for God and talk to God when he was on his last days.  I knew he knew there was a possibility he could pass and he told me and his dad (my ex) that he loved us... and that just blew our minds cause we did not expect that from him.  

I am like you and I never blamed anyone and I felt relief that he was no longer in pain and suffering, but I feel like i could of done more to connect with him or emphasize God, heaven and asking for forgiveness for his sins and i wish i could of assured him of the beauty of an afterlife with Jesus and to look for his face, but I held on for a recovery to the very end and I lost my oppurtunity.  I know he looks down on us and would want me to feel better and 'not make a big deal' because thats how he was.

I hope your beautiful Sara shines upon your everyday life and i wish you peace in your heart with comfort knowing Sara is OK now and doing way better than anyone on earth.

Valerie,

My heart goes out to you.  Im so sorry you lost Sara, and its good to know you were so close. My child (well he was 23 when he passed) was a true teenager and he did not like physical affection like hugs and kisses, but i kissed him over and over and I told him i was proud of him and i told him to look for God and talk to God when he was on his last days.  I knew he knew there was a possibility he could pass and he told me and his dad (my ex) that he loved us... and that just blew our minds cause we did not expect that from him.  

I am like you and I never blamed anyone and I felt relief that he was no longer in pain and suffering, but I feel like i could of done more to connect with him or emphasize God, heaven and asking for forgiveness for his sins and i wish i could of assured him of the beauty of an afterlife with Jesus and to look for his face, but I held on for a recovery to the very end and I lost my oppurtunity.  I know he looks down on us and would want me to feel better and 'not make a big deal' because thats how he was.

I hope your beautiful Sara shines upon your everyday life and i wish you peace in your heart with comfort knowing Sara is OK now and doing way better than anyone on earth.

Yes, it always feels special to know of other children that left this world near or around the time Jaime left.  Please forgive me, but I dont recall how Sara passed.  I read the postings and I dont recall how you lost your Sara.  I just know that I have tried to get close to our Lord and reading all these postings that are non believers... I get sad.  When I read your post, I was very relieved and happy to know that there are others that feel the way I do.  It hurts me everyday to think about how my child suffered in the hospital those last months and I was there for him everyday, but I feel I could of done more to help or console him or brought him closer to God.  We are catholic and I prayed for a cure, but it was not meant to be.  He was a good child, quiet and brave as brave can be.  He never once complained about anything, he just knew he was going to recover and I believed it too, but we were wrong.  He knows I love him with all my heart and he knows and sees everything now and I cant wait to earn the honor to join him and others.

Please keep in touch and take care of yourself.