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I struggle every year with your passing. This year i wasnt as bad for months leading up to it, but the day of I saw the PTSD.  The day you died was traumtic. Its been 11 years, but some days i still cant believe it. Time hasnt taken away that long ache. I miss you so much.  So much has happened since you left. I lvoe you dearly and miss you so much

Soon it will be the day my son Lorenzo. C. Miranda. Fontes.  Was call into Heavens gates.      Every July 4,.   2013.   To 2022.   Melissa   M.. Lorenzo sister.  An myself his mother.  Will have a   special. Memorial day for Lorenzo  on July 4. 2022. Balloons will be sent up from morning till night. With messages on them.  Music will be playing.     Some laughter will be heard out loud.   Stories about you will be told.      Lorenzo  you are missed more and more each year.    One day we'll…

Tomorrow marks 10 yars since i lost my brother michael. I have a hard time wrapping my head around it still. I feel like he has missed so much in my life. Meeting my daughter who is 5 now, watching my son grow up. Watching me change and grow. things are so different then they were 10 years ago. In spite of his death ( alcoholism seizure) I now work in Addiction and support those struggling to change their lives. I miss my brother everyday still. Most days I think of him. I thought that may…

Hi everyone, 

This is my first blog… a little nervous with pouring some of my feelings into words since I have never done this before. I am 31 years old, mom of 2 kiddos… I battle with anxiety and have for years even before my mom passed away. She was diagnosed with Stage 4 ovarian cancer November of 2008… had surgery on Christmas Eve of that year. Went through chemo and a trial drug, then went into remission 15 months after. March 18th 2010, my dad broke his leg playing…

Hi everyone, 

This is my first blog… a little nervous with pouring some of my feelings into words since I have never done this before. I am 31 years old, mom of 2 kiddos… I battle with anxiety and have for years even before my mom passed away. She was diagnosed with Stage 4 ovarian cancer November of 2008… had surgery on Christmas Eve of that year. Went through chemo and a trial drug, then went into remission 15 months after. March 18th 2010, my dad broke his leg playing…

I don't know if my mic will work on here but I'm about to go through another major loss again my mum has not got long left 2 live before she transitioning into the split world from the earthly plane

I am um I am dreading there's Sully Commons when my dad was alive or three phone calls and no your dad's dead but it's still…

Since i did better last year with christmas i thought id would be easier each passing year. It isnt. It sucks. My emotions flow. this year was not pleasant for weeks. COVD really didnt help matters. I dont miss the chaos of my brother drinking at xmas, but god i miss him. I dont know if i ever wont. Life has gone on. Im well, life is beautiful. this part seems so hard.  I get to help others not end up like my brother so that is a blessing in itself. Happy 2021 All

Hey y'all, l am new to this group.l really do not know what to do so l will begin with my loss. My husband, Leonard, passed away on March 29,2020. I knew he was getting weaker, you see he has had heart disease ,diabetes and was having trouble with his back . l knew that probably he would die before me. I was not prepared on that Sunday morning he would die.I fell apart. With the Covid 19, we didn't have the support we needed. My sons fell apart. We could only have a graveside service.  Since…

With all of the widespread illness....we can still love in the "now."  Discover those little things that can bring one natural pleasure.  The beauty of a garden, the creation  of the "heavenly sky,"  There is so much we can now sit back and observe in our stillness.  

Loving our families and friends and treating each other the way we want to be treated is full of so much beauty.   We can only love and admire the creation our Heavenly Father has put in place.  Do enjoy the love and joy…

4/12/2020

This past Saturday, my husband John walked out the door to do a quick freelance job. He had recently been laid off as his employer closed the company permanently, owing my husband major money. Despite this, my husband worked with the owner gratis, trying to sell the company’s warehouse of video equipment for him.

People who met John called him a force of nature and Renaissance…

With this new virus - we are cautioned from all angles to be careful.  If we follow the advise at Proverbs 27:12 - "The shrewd person sees the danger and conceals himself, But the inexperienced keep right on going and suffer the consequences."

We all know the danger involved by not protecting ourselves  from this virus and we also know that the constant barrage of "media hype" can bring about undue anxiety.   What we can do is keep a calm heart and do what is medically sound to do to…

Another day, another count of those who have lost their lives to this new and deadly virus - COVID-19.  However, is this all there is to life?  The comings and goings, the up and the downs.  No!  For those who believe that we have a God - a higher being - this is not the life he has intended for mankind to live. 

Read Isaiah 33:24  where it states "And no resident will say: "I am sick." The people dwelling in the land will be pardoned for their error.   Also we can read Psalms 37:…

My bother mike would have been 40 today. its almost been 8 years since he died. its still so hard. this bday is a little harder. maybe because he didn't see 40. i still so hard. less gut wrenching, but so hard. i miss my brother

Many memories and thanks to my dear father who died 2012 and has his birthday January 31.  I miss him so much as he always protected me.

love

Irene

We live in a world where everything seem to be going faster then yesterday.  The old year out  - The New Year in.  Some of our love ones are still here.  This is the time to let our love one know - just how much we really love them. 

In a world filled with so much turmoil and confusion - we can come to appreciate loving those who mean so much to us.  Loving them now while we still have them near us.  We all yearn for those who have left this life and left  us with so many beautiful…

I am finding the 2nd year after my husband's death to be significantly worse. I guess I was in shock. Busy with insurance and wills and bills left me little time to feel things. I also was in griefshare but when I returned to TX my griefshare was no longer available and others just weren't at convenient times. 

I have narrowed down the biggest problem. My husband's physical condition when he had his accident was horrible. So as quality of life goes - I knew he was in a better…

Hello not sure where to start lost my soul mate 6 weeks ago and everything is a blur

 any advice is welcome

No matter how hard we try, we have not been able to escape the effects of aging and death.  The question that many may wonder is - "Is This Life All There is?"  

As I have often stated, life is a beautiful gift from our Heavenly Father - however, this life is not all there is for mankind. Our Heavenly Father have provided a way for mankind to reach out to him and to worship him.  Through one's worship, one will come to learn of the beautiful promise recorded at "Revelation…