March 2010 Blog Posts (110)

Her birthday is next Sunday....

....i've been crying more and more. went to see a counselor finally to help me deal with the loss and pain. i don't really feel like doing anything but staying in the house, even though it was beautifull out today.

Added by deRel on March 20, 2010 at 2:41am — No Comments

today

Today has been 2 months since dad passed away. I miss him terribly. I knew someday I would have to deal with this pain, but not this soon in my life. Somedays I wonder how to cope and how my mom does. My brothers seem to be ok, but not me.

Added by Cindy on March 19, 2010 at 4:28pm — No Comments

Will the pain ever ease? No

Will the pain ever ease? No

Added by Janet Long on March 19, 2010 at 8:04am — No Comments

Kelly

It was December 2nd, 2009, I saw Kelly at 1.00pm that afternoon and then I had to hurry to work. She seemed a little distressed about personal issues going on between her husband and their life. Her husband was an abuser, mentally and physically. He pyschologically damaged her for the last 11 years and made her the person she was, scared, she had anxiety prolems and was afraid of her husband. In my eyes she was the most beautiful, stunning girl with the greatest heart in the world always caring… Continue

Added by Kelly's Mom on March 19, 2010 at 12:39am — 2 Comments

Does he know..

In 2004 I lost my Bestfriend, Fiance,Childhood Sweet heart and my kids dad to suicide. It was the worst feeling in the world.I had known him since 7 years old and just couldnt and still cant understand what was wrong!! Everyone came at me for answers but what was I going to say! I didnt know anything myself. Its 2010 and I am in another relationship but I just cant seem to find closure with his death. People who have never gone through this dont understand. I went through every emotion that I… Continue

Added by Miss Confused on March 18, 2010 at 9:53pm — No Comments

Missing you

I lie in bed at night hugging your feetie jammies. I wrap the arms around my neck, rub the back and rock you back and forth, just like I would if you were here. I miss you.

The house is so quiet in the morning, no one screaming for their gicky or climbing in "mamas bed" for a cuddle. I miss you.

If I take a shower no little head peeks in to tell me I am wet. I miss you.

I walk down the stairs to "start" the day, no little hand to hold, no ones blankie to carry. I miss… Continue

Added by Danielle on March 18, 2010 at 9:50pm — No Comments

Missing Mom

At 6:33pm on March 17th, 2010, Karen said…

My Mom died 2/22/2010,I have lived 1800 miles away from my Mom&family since 1982. My Mom and I commnicated regularly,and we had an unspoken bond. She was my best friend. I am devastated by this loss,even though I am grateful for all the years I was able to experience her. I know that time is the healing factor,but I am also trying to help my 24 year old Daughter deal with this also. I have been in the healthcare field for years,and have dealt… Continue

Added by Karen on March 17, 2010 at 6:58pm — No Comments

LOSS OF BOTH PARENTS AT ONCE

I LOSS BOTH OF MY PARENT FROM A CAR ACCIDENT ON 12/30/2003. I AM STILL STRUGGLING WITH IT EACH DAY. WE WAS VERY CLOSE . IT WAS VERY HARD TO BURY TWO PEOPLE BUT EACH DAY GOD HAS KEEP ME IN HIS HAND .

Added by GLORIA CLAY on March 17, 2010 at 4:36pm — No Comments

LOSS OF MOTHER AND FATHER

I LOSS MY MOTHER AND FATHER ON 12/30/2003 BOTH OF THEM DIED INSTANTLY IN A CAR CRASH . I STILL MISSED THEM VERY MUCH NOT A DAY GOES BACK THAT I DON'T THINK OF THEM. IT REALLY HAR TO SEE BOTH PARENTS BEING BUIIRED AT SAME TIME. I KNOW THAT TIME HEAL ALL WOUND . BUT I WILL ALWASY REMMEBER THEM

Added by GLORIA CLAY on March 17, 2010 at 3:12pm — No Comments

Brandon

March 22 would have been my lil brother 20th birthday. Brandon was shot an killed on december 30, 2009 by an masked gun man. Brandon was siiting on a friends porch both he and my younger brother when this happened. Its only been 2mths and im still trying to see how im goin to make it. We still are trying to understand why because Brandon was very quite and stayed to himself or with my younger brother. Itz even harder because my daughter was only her for 1mth before he was kiled and she will… Continue

Added by ashley on March 17, 2010 at 9:02am — No Comments

Medical Errors

Has anyone lost a child due to medical errors??

Added by linda on March 17, 2010 at 7:07am — 2 Comments

grief is it evil...???

When all seem lost,and you've lost all hope.. remember the times that made you laugh.. take a second to remember the happy times..the funniest story's, the crazy outrages things they did to make u smile... hold those close there gifts... Dnt think of the pain..for they feel no pain..And noone really ever remembers pain after its over..none can ever hurt them.. for they are safe.. in a much better place then we are in .. they are free to fly and sore .. to place we only dream of.. dont be sad be… Continue

Added by GUARDAIN_ANGELS on March 16, 2010 at 10:31pm — No Comments

One Year Without You Here!!

[ Draft ]I can't believe I have really made it through. All the firsts are over and done with. This year has gone by so fast, yet it feels as if you have been gone forever! I miss you so much, babe. There are so many "if only's" that run through my head...If only you didn't roll the sled, if only you came home earlier that day, if only you had never gone snowmobiling we wouldn't be in this place today. We'd be living our lives the way we always thought we were meant to. I miss what was yet to… Continue

Added by Marlena on March 16, 2010 at 10:24pm — No Comments

WE MUST TRUST GOD TO GET US THRU THIS

I AM SO GLAD I FOUND THIS SITE - I HAVE BEEN HELPED SOOO MUCH BY EACH ONE OF YOU- WHO HAVE RESPONDED - WHETHER YOUR LETTER WAS DIRECTED AT ME OR NOT- SEEMS IT WAS MEANT FOR ME ! THANKS TO ALL OF YOU - GOD BLESS EACH ONE THAT IS GRIEVING FOR A LOVED ONE !!!!

Added by DEL ROGERS on March 16, 2010 at 8:52pm — No Comments

I AM BOTH

Nothing I do can bring Emerson back. Nothing can give me more time with her in my arms, time to do something different, change something. I just keep watching that video over and over and over. She is so gorgeous, so full of life, the most perfect thing I have ever done. Smiles, dimples, laughter, perfection. Gone. I am slipping further into depression today, I can feel it. Sinking deeper in my grief. I do not care about anyone or anything. I just want to be with her. I can not move. Someone… Continue

Added by Danielle on March 16, 2010 at 8:27pm — No Comments

NOTHING

I am faced with the realization that I have nothing to do. It is 8:30. Cayden has gone to school, Reese has the day off and is going to run errands with Scott. I am panicked. Sitting here is like being in solitary confinement. But there is no where to go. That is the thing, there is nothing to do to escape the pain, nothing to do to get Emerson back. I am trapped in the worst nightmare of my life and there is no way out. I can see how people literally lose their minds. I feel like I could get… Continue

Added by Danielle on March 16, 2010 at 1:33pm — 2 Comments

The Hurt Never Stops

I don't think there is any greater loss than the loss of a child. I experienced the death of my parents, my grandparents, and other close friends and relatives but nothing could ever prepare me for the death of my son. Jason passed away on Jan. 27, 2005 at the age of 27. The grief and pain is just as great today as it was then. I have an older son and younger daughter whom I love very much, but there will always be this hole in my heart for the one I lost. To all you other parents out there you… Continue

Added by Helen Rush on March 16, 2010 at 11:41am — 3 Comments

TRAPPED

TRAPPED. That is how I feel. There is no way past this, no way to fix it, no way to find happiness, no way out. There is no move here. NOTHING I can do to make anything better. My life has been taken but my body left behind. I lie here. I have been lying here for 2 weeks, the days blend. All I do is type useless posts that can not help, email other mothers that have lost children that just make me realize the world is an awful place. Something could happen to one of the girls tomorrow, you can… Continue

Added by Danielle on March 15, 2010 at 6:09pm — No Comments

Adjusting to Life After Loss

I lost my wife of fifty years on December 20, 2009. She had been treated for a bad back, shoulder problems for months and even had surgery. On December 14, she suffered a major heart attack in the hospital emergency room. There was nothing they could do there, so after three days she was transferred to University of Michigan Hospital but they were also unable to do anything so on Sunday morning the 20th they called us in and told us there was nothing more could be done, so they pulled the life… Continue

Added by Goebel on March 15, 2010 at 9:41am — No Comments

GHOSTS

I don't understand how this can happen. Emerson was completely healthy. I was making chicken for dinner, dreading taking Cade to acting, thinking how far behind I was on the laundry. I had just gotten back from the store, I got her Clifford juice boxes. She just discovered the Clifford movie, she would have loved them. They are still on the counter. I put Emmie in for a nap. Like I have almost everyday of her entire life and she just dies, no reason. There was no bumper on her crib, nothing… Continue

Added by Danielle on March 14, 2010 at 9:28pm — No Comments

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