I was a senior in high school when both my twin brother and my dad passed away. In my head I thought this wouldn't affect how I would preform in school. I was taking 3 A.P. classes and balancing a job as well. Winter trimester I did drop A.P calc, anyone balancing 3 A.P classes and a job would be struggling right?. Spring trimester I accomplished striat A's with exception to a C in A.P Physics. This whole…

It's Been about 15 months since my dad died and 22 months since lance my twin Brother died. For the longest time no one talked about what happened and thier names were not mentioned often. It was uncomfortable to mention thier names in normal conversation.  I was afraid that too many questions would be asked. This bothered me because I was afraid that they would be forgotton.

I am not yet to the point where I feel comfortable talking about how they died, but I can talk about them. I…

After Lossing a couple of my family members I have had this craving to form new relaionships with more distant familly and work harder to develope more friendships. I am finding it seemingly impossible not to pull away when ever I start to get close. An example would be is I want to try to be closer to my grandparents, but when ever I am at their house I never leave my room, and decline invites to participate in familly activites. I am not really sure how to change this. I get overwhelmed by…