Life that you had before you loose a child will never be the same again" surviving  my new normal embracing his memories & savoring each & everyone of them

It is October a tough month for me Kenny would be 28 on the 24th

SPRING IS UPON US IN THE MIDATLANTIC VERY SOON MY SON ETERNALLY 23 GONE FROM HIS EARTHLY BODY FOR 3 YEARS 4/18/2008. LIKE OTHERS I'VE READ ON THIS SITE ARE MET WITH THE EMPTINESS/LOSS OF THEIR CHILD NO MATTER THE AGE THEY'RE STILL YOUR BABY BE IT IF THE OLDEST, MIDDLE OR YOUNGEST. A GOOD CHILD, HONORY, FUNNY, SILLY, ADHD, ANGRY, QUIET, BOASTFUL…

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This is my 3rd. Christmas without my son. The pain never goes away it becomes different. This year I did my usual December things @ the grave: solar powered wreath, A lady I work with was kind enough to set up Kenny's grave candles ( I HAD TO WORK:( )

Attended the gravesites annual Candle lighting ..very late and I did my regular visits. I also layed a new hotwheels tractor @ his stone. Kenny loved the dirt he even grew up and became certified in Heavy Equipment operating. I guess I…

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FOR EVERYTHING THERE IS A REASON, THERE IS A SEASON, CHANGES HAPPEN MEMORIES CONTINUE LOVING THE DEAD FOREVER NO MATTER THE AGE THESE BABIES R 4EVER MISSED! MIS U EVERY DAY! I HAVE THE UNDERLYING EMPTINESS OF MY HEART IS FILLED WITH MISSING MY BOY :<)

Stopped by to say goodnight moon I love you kenny to the moon and back again. Momma will always be your cheerleader & safety net! I hope you know it then,now and forever! I love you my kenny ;{} To wish peace in all of the hearts and minds of parents with deceased children whose birthday would be today 10/24! No matter the years that pass these babies,children or adult children are missed.
Sweet dreams my son:)

Big times of the year like this makes missing Kenny so much more evident... the pain rushes in! But I have begun to believe he is in such a good place I pray he is. Watching his son grow bigger and stronger! His baby Ethan is 3 now! The years are passing and I miss my son as much today as the first year! Kenny eternally 23!

Since then I continue to ask myself how do I keep going on?