I am fed up. i don't care what happens tome.  my son died 2 days before Christmas 2009. far as i am concerned nothing to live for anymore. Decorated his grave this weekend,s houldn't have to be doing this. No support from family or friends, just hubby and I .  Hubby had a massive heart attack and 5 bypasses on September 25.  He is fine now but i think stress helped it along.  Can't take anymore. First cousins funeral yesterday.  Four deaths since 2009 in December of family members right…

Ihave tried to figure out how to navigate this website and am having trouble. I get e-mails when someone posts but I don't know how to go into the system or answer their e-mails. can someone help me? You can e-mail me at kayefortenberry@charter.net and it would be so helpful. I had one post from "Yvonne" tonight I wanted to answer because her situation sounds a little like mine but don't know how to do it. I clicked on all the "Yvonnes" but…